Journal Entry:
Wed Sep 29, 2010, 5:36 AM
Just when I thought all was well, our laminate glass cutting board explodes into practically molten pieces and butt-rapes out kitchen bench and carpet - or should I say, our land lord's kitchen bench and carpet.
That wasn't the only shit thing happening recently. I got a "trial" as a waitress at the Thai restaurant 200m from my house (so like a 2 minute walk). Sounds hunky dory right? WRONG. It was one of the most stressful 2 nights of my life. It would have been alright, but the people who run the place don't speak English well, and so I couldn't understand what they were saying. All the simplest tasks were made extremely difficult, because I lacked the necessary ESP required so I felt like the village idiot. On top of that, in less than 24 hours, they wanted me to memorise the entire menu in short hand. Guess what? I still can't remember the first 3 and it's been almost a week.
Besides that, it's been alright - finished my studies, but will be doing an extra unit. I am dissapointed that I have not yet got a decent job, I feel like a friggin dole bludger, but at the same time I don't want to be stuck as a burger flipper. So I've been contemplating going to University to do psychology. I like that idea, but choosing that option makes me feel like I wasted 2 years on Aeroskills for nothing. But alas such is life.
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Mood:
Frustrated
Psychology YES
Turns out between when I wrote this and yesterday that isntead of applying for Phsychology I applied for something... a little more diffcult. I hope that I don't end up regretting my decision. I have a terrible habit of biting off way more than I can chew, and not asking for help
I'm the exact opposite: the under-achiever who never takes any risk. If it's something I deem (too) difficult, I won't even give it a try.